..oh geeze..

So, im pretty much angsting right now...and on of all the things in the world soccer...ugh i hate being goalie cause im not that good at it and they still wont let me play on the field...gay...so im kinda pissed cause i know today when we play live oak im going to be in the effing goal the whole time and thats just very annoying..stupid soccer, if i didnt like it so much i would quit!! haha no i wouldn't but still i find this whole situation retarded...

Ahh something cute happened yesturday though, my friend Tyler was asking me questions about how to show his girlfriend that he cares about her and stuff so today i get to help him pick out flowers for her (my idea haha) and tomorrow he's going to have them delivered to her in the middle of class (also my idea) aww its so cute though...im also going to try and get him to give her something special of his..i just cant help myself i guess im what they'd call a hopeless romantic..

Yeah so there's this guy..and he's kinda something wonderfull..but i dont know how this will work out this time..hopefully it's for the best because i think he's the one i could really fall for..

and now off to another lame stupid doctors appointment that will prove or help anything i go..ugh i greatly dislike doctors..