..Soccer is a teams sport..

So my soccer team may be doing good..winning and stuff..but the team its self is going to crap. The whole reason i started soccer and left softball is because softball girls are way more prissy and PMS-ish than soccer. Softball games can get thrown because someone was rude to someone else or said something before the game, that's not how soccer used to be..when i started we were like a family, sure we got mad and got in fights but we usually worked it out and worked together. This is the prima donna year obviously cause all people seem to be doing is thinking about themselves and forgetting that there's 10 other people on the field with them, and that they're there for a reason. It's like the worst case of one-man-team syndrome I've ever seen and it sucks cause i think our team is being plagued with it. Idk what to do though, you accuse people and they get defensive, you try and say it nicely and they disregard your words and meanings, and so I'm left with the spot of goalie. I get to sit there and watch my team fall apart, to preoccupied with the glory of scoring to listen to those more wise and knowledgeable than them, (and believe me I'm definitely not talking about myself!!) and pick up the pieces that come when they let the attacking team by..i hate being scored on and tomorrow..whoa..were going to get decimated, our butts will be handed to us..and I'm going to be in an uproar..this is the first year that my friends are really fighting, like the ostracizing of my best friend by my other best friend and close friends. The worst part of that situation, i should be there for her, and I'm not because we go to different schools. Whose there to freaking protect her if I'm not there?? no one, and i feel to blame for the fact that last week she was crying so much..if i was there they wouldn't even have thought of saying the crap to her like they did..what can i say though, together, were pretty intimidating..and I've always been there to make sure that well, I'm the only one who really criticises her to her face..she's not ready to have our friends question and complain..ugh people cant be simple anymore can they..everyone has to be the star these days and it's like no one, including me, can see the entire picture..

I was proposition yesterday..
I think the exact words said were, "I'll give you a dollar, if you give me a kiss."
Needless to say, the guy got a nice smack in the head, and i quickly jumped seats to safety..
oh geeze though, i couldn't believe he did that..i started laughing cause i didn't know what else to do..haha boys..they're the most silliest people around..