So i pretty much don't know where this even came from, or why, but i wanted to write something and it was there. So i put it down, that's all the reason i need i guess.
Alone, she sat in her room; unblinkingly staring at the wall. Her mind furiously working behind her blank eyes. As images fly by in her minds eye, an unnoticed tear slips down, quickly followed by another. Noticing the newly felt wetness on her leg, she angrily swiped at her face and tried to clear her mind with no avail. Her expression strained as she pushed harder to force the traitorous thoughts from her head. As the battle raging inside her broke, her head fell in defeat and with the depression of the oncoming visions gracefully entering and taking her over. More tears escaped as she looked upon her memory of him. He was her everything, and her nothing, and now he was her destruction. The beauty she saw in him bespoke their nature together, as his true beauty lay in his passion, and his character. To say she loved him intensely was a gross understatement. She found her soul in him, and remarked upon the colors and glorification he brought into her life. And now, in an instant, it was gone. Her world felt black and white even if deep down she know life did not end with this tragic happening. Hatred racked her stiff body as she remembered the promises that dripped from his lips like honey. "Lies, that is all they were," she spoke out loud to herself. And in that moment, she hated herself; despised the gullible nature and the quickness with which she developed feelings. Annoyed at her self pity a lamp met its early end kissing the wall on the opposite side of the room. Darkness flooded the room with little light coming from the window. And there she sat, more alone than ever, and as always in the dark.
Kind of such a dark and weird thing to write about on such a happy day...idk..i think in mysterious ways i guess.
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